This will be my first Christmas without her. I’ve already had our first anniversary (23rd) and her first birthday (44th), and now Christmas, New Year (which we always spent together) and my birthday.
The problem with this diagram – with this theory – is that it assumes the outer circle can grow. That it is not moored, permanently, to the inner circle.
Im so sorry Gabe. Just reading your words brings tears to my eyes. I know it’s so hard. But I hope you never forget that you will always carry her around with you until the end, the echo she left on your life. And maybe with enough time, you will realize she can be the one to push your circle out.
❤️